Cast out to Sea on my own only to no longer see
Weathering storms that push me further from my home by demons in other forms
Darkened storm clouds of rage and fury angered by my survival
Wanting to reclaim their birth rights to revive all
That is dark and tormented settling in the heaviness that is my heart
Weighing me down in a sinking boat thrashing in an unnatural ocean
Icy cold rain pelting my skin stabbing at my soul
I wipe memories from my eyes that pains my fingertips
The demon hurling his hail at me bruising my heart
And I feel the frozen ocean numbing my toes
His storm hovers directly overhead smiling down upon me
All is calm in a moment of realization that is my dream
I look out and see the wall of hate approaching once again then peer up
He has darkened again and the calmness turns to the nightmare
A nightmare that will never cease and free my locked love
My legs numb as the ocean creeps up my broken ladder
I beg for someone to hear my teeth chatter
But even that is deafened by his hatred for me
Crowds of waves surround me on all sides crashing my thoughts
My feet have turned to concrete at the bottom of my boat
Being pulled down to darkness no longer able to stay afloat
The stabbing droplets swinging at me from all sides
He is confident this is a storm I cannot ride
My body is numb and my heart no longer beats with feeling
My breath no longer steams in the air before me
My thoughts no longer recall that tomorrow may never come
I simply wait for a fate, a destiny, a pease.
He is satisfied with his work but I no longer see him out there
Pinprick holes with distant vision of certainty
An angels voice whispers to me
Its spoken unintelligibly
A language drowned out by my pain
She speaks to heal but its far too late
I can’t understand her under water
I can’t help but feel
what my heart feels
pulling me further
down
